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6th-May-2008 09:47 pm - May is so freakin long
Today's date: May 6.
Graduation: June 19.

Long way to go?  Hell yeah -_-

Oh why can't May be like February...

Not to mention this is the longest week of my life.  Did anyone else besides me realize that it's ONLY Tuesday.  Meaning tomorrow is ONLY Wednesday, which isn't even more than halfway through the week. 

I wanna jump off already! >3
18th-Apr-2008 09:14 pm - moving closer.
... )


Today in archery, I got a ginormous disgusting bruise on my left arm due to the bow..string...repeatedly slapping it.  It's pretty bad.  Every person who has witnessed this...blue/purple/red swollen area on my arm pretty much gaped at it in shock. 

Yeah, archery's that hardcore. 

And I got to miss my calculus test today >:D  And I won't have to worry about it for another week. 
<3 spring break

I'm actually starting to enjoy chemistry again, perhaps cause I finally understand what the heck I'm learning.  I guess being in class really does make a difference.  I'm also starting to re-enjoy being in english class.  We got a student-teacher who's using our class as training, so she's been teaching us for the past two months already.  One more month to go until our normal teacher comes back *rejoices*  Cause seriously, our normal teacher's awesome.  She really is.  It's cause of her that I set my mind on majoring in English.  I think I'm starting to re-enjoy english cause of the play we started reading....along with the fact that I'm doing my hw again instead of bs-ing it, so I actually understand what's going on.

edit// It was insanely hot today.  I hate this kind of heat, like, the high 80s temperature accompanied by none other than the humidity that us east coasters love so much.  Gahh.  Yesterday was soo nice, there was a cool breeze and everything.  Today was just disgusting x_x.  In my room, I have the AC and the fan on, and I'm STILL hot.  >_>;  I'm like, about to freakin' strip right now and magically fit myself in the freezer.

I want to watch this J-drama!  NOW.  -_- Someone sub it please.

30th-Mar-2008 07:29 pm(no subject)
Regrets, regrets.  Kinda wish there really was a time machine.  High school the best years of our lives? Well, if I had done things differently, they could very well have been. 

I regret not taking the classes I truly would have loved in high school. 
I hate the fact that I took classes just for the sake of getting my gpa up.
I had some great opportunities to try out many different things, and yet I stuck to a path that 20 other people stuck to.  -_- taking every ap/honors class in existence, and ending up miserable.

-_- I should've taken more writing/music courses this year, the stuff I really love.  It's my last year...man. 

I never realized how fun it is being in the play until this year.  Seriously, if I had known, I would've joined in freshmen year, even if I only got into stage crew.  Even though it's tiring, it seems like the only thing I look forward to these days is waiting for school to end so I can rush to pit rehearsal.  I find more enjoyment in playing my ass off for 6 hours straight rather than sitting in front of the computer playing some video game. 

Also starting to regret I stopped taking piano lessons back in sophomore year.  It would've been nice to major in music.  It could have been financial suicide, but it still would have been fulfilling.  It would have been hard as hell, but it still would have been fulfilling.  But by now, I've definitely lost most of what I had back then.  I hate sounding cocky, but I really was damn good at the piano when I was younger.  Sigh.  I'd have to sit in front of my piano and practice nonstop for like a year to regain the edge I once had. 

I'm kinda interested in trying out the flute or the clarinet.  @_@ they sound so pretty when my friends play them in pit.  Hopefully it'll be easier to pick up compared to the violin. 

The Wiz starts this friday!  Hell week has begun, kekeke.  I'm actually excited. 
18th-Mar-2008 10:17 pm - yes, I'm alive...somewhat
senioritis has kicked in full throttle.  In a sense, I probably always had it...almost like an early onset of senioritis.  But yeah, school's been tough lately cause of that.  Plus rehearsal for the play x_x.  Man I miss the days when I'd visit soompi and karabloom =/...I miss kpop...@_@ when's spring break...gahh

ah and you know what.  After listening to Pathétique randomly one day (nonstop) some ideas popped up in my head for a decent Harumichi fanfic.  Yeah >_> I should still continue that other one I made...but I've got some serious writer's block for that.
17th-Jan-2008 07:03 pm - hmm
my orchestra teacher wants me to audition for The Wiz's pit orchestra. 
-_- I wonder if it's worth staying after school until like 11 p.m for rehearsal....

so I'm exempt from orchestra, humanities, spanish, and physics.  How I didn't get exempt from English will forever be a mystery o_O.  chem is a lost cause...calculus...I've been too lazy all semester x_x.  I regret that.  Now I have to face the exam's wrath. 

On another note....my posters haven't arrived yet...why ;_;

I am SO getting Cooking Mama 2 or Brain Age 2 tomorrow. T T I must!  My poor ds...I've been neglecting you...poor thing *strokes ds*

My parents returned from Japan today.  They said they want to live there after I graduate. 
o_o and they had a serious expression on their faces too...
They bought me a scarf just like I wanted.  It was 50 dollars.  Damn.  And it's not even made in Japan, XD it's made in France.  Then again...they did shop in the Ginza district...lol...
12th-Nov-2007 05:58 pm(no subject)
zomg I'm beasting in calculus.  *excited*  I swear, junior year alg 2 must have just been a really unlucky year or something.  or maybe I just suck at algebra in general.  However, <3 geometry and calculus.  fweee~

is it just me or is Thanksgiving next week?  Dum dum dum.  How cool =D  Just finished a 4 day weekend...and after this week, I'll be rewarded with another one.  Yays.  However...research paper >_>;...and...Rutgers App (why the heck is their deadline so damn early).  I'd really like to know whether or not I got into NYU though before I start working away at that application.  -_-

I feel like slapping anti-fans on daum.  Poor Ye Eun >_>

MKMF festival this week yayy
5th-Oct-2007 10:42 pm(no subject)
sat 2 subject tests tomorrow, bio and literature,  yayy -_-

So today I went to barnes & noble after school and got a practice test book to see how much I'd remember from last year's AP Bio adventure.  I figured, since I got a 5 on the exam, I'd pwn the sat test.  rofl.  Apparently, summer and senioritis made me forget even the most basic concepts.  So now, I have wiped off all the dust off of my ap bio review book.  And I need to start studying...XD; sigh.

I also took a practice test for literature, and damn that was easy.  I wish the critical reading part of the regular sats was as easy as that test.  Man, my score would be so much better XD. 

I was considering taking Math IC.  I grabbed a practice book, looked at the first problem...and completely blanked out.  I kinda stared at it like it was the first time I ever saw it in my life.  I never was good at math anyway >_> so that subject's out of the question.

wahh gotta finish app for nyu within two weeks x_x.
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